The day you left, I lost myself

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Its been in the past for a while,
I get a flash and I smile.
I've lost in this maze,
Of losing love, losing friends and faith.

It was real; it was right,
But it burned so have to survive.
All that's left is,
Only the ashes.

Today it would be our 4th year,
If you were here.
Knowing that you can't come back,
I wish you to call me there.

I hide my tears when I say your name,
But the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I smile and seen care free,
There is no one who misses you more than me.

There was a difference between what you said and what you did,
Leaving me here all alone is breaking me still.
This life hasn't been fair; I can finally tell,
Now nobody cares and it hurts like hell.

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